I wish it was somewhere close to the beach. Like right on the beach. Beach life. That'd be so great right now. Waihi Beach is pretty amazing.
But no. Just movin the blog to Wordpress. Same name just wordpress.com instead of blogspot.com.
A place for me to rant, rave and ramble. I am not super crafty, but will give things a go. I have loads of ideas in my head, but sometimes that is where they stay, some get me super excited and some get me freaked out, but I want to try make them a reality. I have created this space to document the goings on as a mum, a wife and a humanbeing.
I wish it was somewhere close to the beach. Like right on the beach. Beach life. That'd be so great right now. Waihi Beach is pretty amazing.
But no. Just movin the blog to Wordpress. Same name just wordpress.com instead of blogspot.com.
Hubby and wheat don't go together very well. He has this really weird intolerance to wheat, and it took a long time, lots of experimenting, food log and trips to Auckland Immunology Clinic and very scary episodes to figure out he has Wheat and exercise-induced Anaphylaxsis. If he consumes anything that has wheat and gets a sweat on, he starts to react, gets itchy, breaks out in hives, has to shoot himself with adrenalin. It sucks! And alot of people think its a joke or just don't understand it.
So, going gluten-free can be difficult but we got the hang of it. The alternatives are expensive though! But it is getting loads easier as we learn more about healthier eating and getting back to basic food. It was great when brands would bring out options, especially pasta, but that doesnt always work out!
Like tonight, I had Pasta Bake on the menu but 5 minutes into cooking the pasta it turned to glug! So disgusting! Thinking cap on, kumara in the oven, half it, gut it, stuff it with the mince, top it with the mashed kumara guts and grated cheese on top! My girl had 2 halves! Yuss! Winner!
I have written words and deleted them. And rewritten and again deleted. Do I post what is going on in my head or not....
Do I write about the time where everything is getting super exciting this time last year and write only the good stuff or do I talk about the dark storm as well????
This day last year was gearing up to be a good day. Son and fiance booked to get hair did. I was booked in to see my beautician. And it was to be my Hens night! But that morning, it all went horribly twisted.
My husband to be got a call to help find his best friend. He had spent the previous night, week, weeks, trying to help him out of this mental fog that seemed to have taken over. He was away for a couple of hours before he called me to tell me the most devastating news.....
My darling tried so, so hard but nothing could help. It still feels like it just happened. at the same time it feels like a bizzare dream.
You just never know who will be affected by the terrible Depression, Anxiety, mental illness knows no bounds. And it is definitely not something to hide in a locked cupboard. It is not the same for everyone either. But I know that it isn't easy to talk about, or identify.
We absolutely did not think that we would be getting married the following week without my darlings best friend beside him. But so thankful for the 11 brothers/cousins that stood in his place to support the love of my life, my bestie, my co-captain. My husband. We have come through this year, more in love, even more tighter then ever before.